I had a really very productive day until 11 pm ( I’ll get to that later ;)). I had a great nights sleep and woke up at 9 am today. Went to the mall, Replaced the screen on my phone and hit the gym before work.
Side note- I’m not a morning person at all and never will be. I’m trying to switch my sleeping schedule around because As my mom says “nothing good happened after midnight” and I couldn’t agree more.
In the past 30 days. I’ve went over to visit a few friends for a drink and turned out into a 2-3 day bender (and god knows what else I did). Proceeded to get black out drunk to the point where I couldn’t r ember anything I did the previous night(s). As a result of my selfish actions. I went MIA for those nights and made my family worry about me. and to top it all off, Even a sip of booze makes the cravings for blow extremely bad.
A little background on my drug use: I was addicted to meth for 5-6 years. Quit that cold turkey and then recently I got really heavy into the blow. I also have almost everything under the sun.
Sometimes I’m not perfect. I have two weaknesses.. Attractive woman and blow. Mix them together and its a deadly combo which I have a hard time saying no to. So I revived a text from a attractive woman I have not heard from in about 6 months asking if I wanted to party..
I was proud of myself. Regardless if it triggered to use. I stated I had no interest in doing such activates and blocked the number. I’m still feeling a little craving. But it will pass with a good nights sleep.
Anywho, I’m going to pass out. I have a long day ahead of me.
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